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new lj. add it.
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[16 Jan 2008|07:34pm] |
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i think i'll make a myspace soon.
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[21 Oct 2007|04:31pm] |
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I really hate writing papers. And being out of marijuana.
For a while I've been really optimistic and being like "Hey, things have been shitty for a while, but they will get better sometime!" but they haven't, bad things keep happening to everyone. What he hell karma, or god or whatever?
JK Rowling finally announced that her fictional character, Dumbledore, is gay. No shit. Someone should make the ocean pink.
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[28 Sep 2007|10:31pm] |
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YOU GUYS YOU GUYS YOU GUYS THERE IS A NEW SALAD FINGERS!K!HWQ<HDE<JB@EJK
it's loading. i'm so excited i could just vomit diet coke all over my keyboard.
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[10 Jun 2007|12:00pm] |
Oh my god. After I graduate high school, I want to get a pole installed in my apartment and become a pole dancer. SO FUCKING COOL.
Please ignore the small penis music in the video.
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[21 May 2007|11:57am] |
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For years and years, I would never remember my dreams. But a few months ago, they started to get really vivid and I'd remember them after I woke up. Sometimes I'm not sure if some things that I remember actually happened, or if I was just sleeping. I've also been getting bits of pieces of memories from when I was little, like from ages three to six. It was around six that I stopped having dreams. These memories aren't traumatic or anything, but they're weird because I can't remember if they actually happened or if they were just super old dreams. I know I would confuse dreams and reality all the time when I was little. This is all too strange. Also, because lately I get incredible amounts of sleep and still feel tired all day, even though I'm drinking tons of coffee and taking my prozac and not under-eating.
Can anyone identify with this stuff at all? I'm so confused.
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[19 Mar 2007|06:35pm] |
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I'm fucking tired of the haters. I'm fucking tired of all the apathy.
Today, in coor, I brought up the Ragna/Holley situation because Barbara kept asking people what we could do to bring everyone together for Nova Spirit Day. I made a comment about how there was no community, she asked me to elaborate. It was awful. I told the story without using names. Molly, who had been there, actually sounded like she was somewhat defending Holley; "Whenever she would leave the room people would talk about the skirt. She was just the first person to say something about it." Jesus, GET BETTER FUCKING THINGS TO CARE ABOUT. A lot of people seemed to think that it was a trivial matter and was natural, afterall, we are in high school. Complete bullshit. Maybe that would be kind of applicable if Holley and Ragna conversed on a regular basis, but the only time they do is when Holley is saying something fucked up to Ragna. Another thing I heard quite a bit was that everyone who saw it happen just wanted to stay out of it. I think that this too, is complete bullshit. I think that the main reason no one did anything is because our school is full of selfish, timid people. The only person who seemed to care about it as much as me was Barbara.
Aside from our wonderful teachers, I have nothing good to say about Nova right now. Not too much learning happens anymore. We have the makings of a community, but no one cares enough about anyone outside of their circle of friends to use that foundation. You can graduate with about one solid year of work and manipulating teachers. And now, people don't take personal offense when words that are almost only used to make women feel like shit are thrown around, only three students give a shit.
I don't know what to do. The entire ordeal honestly made me sick.
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[18 Feb 2007|10:23pm] |
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Tomorrow Value Village is having a giant scary hairy sale in which everything is 50% off.
I'm going hella early to shop with the elderly femmes and gents.
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[14 Feb 2007|01:53am] |
It's Valentines Day!
What is everyone going to do?
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[30 Jan 2007|09:05pm] |
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If I'm ever in a band, it'll be called Aurora. Or Aurora Ave, or something.
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[18 Jan 2007|08:36am] |
"Semaj Booker apparently obtained a Southwest Airlines boarding card and made it through airport security Monday, hopping two separate flights but landing in San Antonio, Texas -- short of his Dallas destination, police said.
Semaj was "incredibly motivated to get to Texas," Guttu said. "He doesn't want to live in Washington state."
AHAHAHAHA that's the coolest kid ever. Except, he should've gone somewhere other than Texas.
Read the rest of the story http://abclocal.go.com/kgo/story?section=bizarre&id=4947847.
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[05 Jan 2007|03:50pm] |
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It feels like there are bubbles floating around in my head, bopping against each other, getting stuck to my skull, and then dancing around again.
It feels sort of nice, but scares me a little. My physical condition is rather wacky at the moment. I am all out of sorts. I keep having these dreams that I'm afraid are not dreams, and the ones I know are dreams (because impossible things happen in them) are incredibly easy to interpret. I used to never, ever have dreams. Only a few a year and they would almost always be nightmares. And while these ones aren't in the least bit enjoyable, I would not classify them as such.
What is happening to my head? Maybe I should have it examined. Do any of you know any head examiners?
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[25 Dec 2006|03:09am] |
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So, I went to a family gathering and it was extremely scary...So many small children, running around, tearing paper, beating dogs. It was also painfully boring. And it didn't even make my mother fucking happy...I wish her family would move really far away, so we would like, never have to see them. They're really unpleasant people and because I don't run around pretending to like everyone, I mainly keep to myself and then I'm deemed as "antisocial". But I think it might trigger a lot of negative events if I was like "No, I'm actually not timid and boring, I just think the vast majority of you are obnoxious!"
Ewww. Oregon. I'm going there for a very short period of time.
And Raaaaaagananana. I am very excited about my gift, but I'm going to be in Oregon 'til Wednesday. Grrr. I'll call you tomorrow.
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[21 Nov 2006|10:39am] |
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1. I started my period ten days early. What the fuck, please?
2. I bought "Vegan with a Vengence" and it is quite possibly the best cook book in the entire world. Possibly. I'm really fucking into cooking right now. I want to make someone breakfast.
3. No matter what boy or girl likes me, no matter how pure their intentions are, if I keep this ugly, old frame of mind of mine, I will never return romantic feelings. Time to change something. I don't know what, though.
4. Thank god for therapy today.
5. My toe sn infected and has a sore that gets a little larger every day. I think I'm growing a twin.
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[11 Nov 2006|12:45pm] |
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Kso. Suzanne didn't do exactly what I wanted for the cut of my hair. It's waaay too short in the back, but that's okay. So...it looks like Option one in the front, and option 2 in the back...whatever, nothing I can do about that. I will be coloring it later today and I'll post pics when it's done.
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[03 Nov 2006|02:53pm] |
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My life has become a sort of mantra of microwaved apples, slow electronica, the Egyptian, expensive plain clothing, raspberry Emer'gen-C without water, Courtney Love chewing on my books, a new obsession with going to Japan, gigantic cups of coffee, dreamless sleep, unfinished drawings, extra spicy curry, doing what seems like very little at school while earning a lot of credit, coincidence after coincidence after coincidence.
For the first time in forever I almost feel content, however I still feel that something is missing, but at the same time like I’m on the verge of figuring it out. I also have a feeling I’m going to read this a few months from now and think it was stupid. A book I read recently told me that loneliness is the human condition. I'm starting to think that it's more the American condition. Of course, I have no knowledge supporting that. Who is your favorite person right now? Someone you know personally.
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[14 Sep 2006|06:48pm] |
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This shit about the Montreal shooting is making me sick.
Apparently the world STILL can't let go of their beloved "blame the goths" mentality. If you haven't already read about it, there isn't even a need to. Every article says the same bullshit thing. "Angel of death's web warnings" ,"College gunman revealed obsession with Columbine killings on ...", "College killer frequented goth website", "Montreal killer obsessed with death", "Life sucks,' killer wrote on blog", the list goes ON AND ON AND ON AND ON. One girl killed, 19 wounded. So he was a member of vampirefreaks. And OH MY DEAR LORD HE HAD A MOHAWK AND WORE A BLACK TRENCHCOAT. SO FUCKING WHAT? He was probably a member of Myspace as well and probably posted the same cryptic blog entries there too, but of course that doesn't matter. I think the fact that he was just an angry middle-class white boy reveals much more about why he would do such a terrible thing than a goddamn style of dress and membership to a retarded website. What is wrong with everyone? Jesus. People get shot and killed in ghettos all the fucking time, but nobody cares because it's "expected of them". But when a white boy with a normal upbringing does it, everyone freaks out because it shows how fucked up everything really is, not exclusive to race or income.
I know this kind of thing is predictable because the world is so bias and weird, but it still makes me feel awful. When are things going to change?
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